Living  with “The Answer” for a moment

Dr Sudhansu Dash

In seeking answer to questions in different ways,

I find answers

That fails to satisfy my thirst.

 My search ends in futility and frustration.

Utter dissatisfaction reigns over me

Hunting me every moment

With the disillusion of not knowing

The existence seems hopelessly merciless

Not to answer any question.

All ‘an answer’ sprouts another question

I have answers and answers but not ‘the answer’

That ends all questions, kills the root, dissolves all questions

My the answer is not verbal

I know it but fail to reduce it into knowledge

My mind evaporates

All identies are dropped

No good, no bad no sinner no saint, no this no that

Time seizes to be

No past, no present, no future

The witnessing remains only without the witness

I go nowhere, but it comes

I do not know even “the answer’

I need not as I have no question at all

It is no more a part of me

My whole being has become ‘the answer ‘

The mirror is cloudless

In my absence.